~Kat
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Sex Map: My Journey
~Kat
Friday, February 3, 2012
Sweep the Dust Away
I suppose I shouldn't have expected any different. After all, it was all so easy to jeopardize in the first place, why would any bits remain? All erased with the click of a mouse. I had already done the same physically. How could I not, once I realized that it had never meant anything to him? How could I treasure even a splinter of momentos when all I had been led to believe turned out to be just another petty game on the long, long list. I suppose that was his slap back. I've been conveniently erased.
Respecting that wish, today I've swept away a majority of the dust that was left behind. However, hidden in the shadowy corners there are some pieces I claim as my own and refuse to destroy over something that no longer is relevant. Is there a thread of dust leading back? Yes, but the core of those crumbs are a piece of me and so much more valuable than the tiny thread that is impossible to cut.
I accept that,
My words are and will always be my own. They are my strength. They are my weakness. As someone so recently pointed out...they are where I lay my soul bare.
~Domina
Respecting that wish, today I've swept away a majority of the dust that was left behind. However, hidden in the shadowy corners there are some pieces I claim as my own and refuse to destroy over something that no longer is relevant. Is there a thread of dust leading back? Yes, but the core of those crumbs are a piece of me and so much more valuable than the tiny thread that is impossible to cut.
I accept that,
My words are and will always be my own. They are my strength. They are my weakness. As someone so recently pointed out...they are where I lay my soul bare.
~Domina
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Let Me
I need to fly - feel the strength of my wings catch and sail on the wind. I want to stretch and climb to heady heights and cry out in freedom. Let me dance with the clouds. Let me soar. Let me be free.
Fly with me. Dance with me. Let us play beneath the heavens and be all we can be. I want to feel the power vibrate through my soul until nothing but the echo of victory fills the air. I want the fire to consume me, to burn through and devour the restlessness that haunts me. Let me be free. Let me be me.
Fly with me. Dance with me. Let us play beneath the heavens and be all we can be. I want to feel the power vibrate through my soul until nothing but the echo of victory fills the air. I want the fire to consume me, to burn through and devour the restlessness that haunts me. Let me be free. Let me be me.
Moments...
There are moments when I am nearly undone. With needs and emotions so strong, I am suddenly overwhelmed. lol Considering tears now streak down my cheeks, "undone" likely doesn't capture it. I'm braced and strong against the obvious. I don't and won't let those things get to me. For example, if I need to cum...well, there's friendly lil BOB to help me get myself there and take off the edge. No, it's the tiny fucking shreds that catch me off guard, slam open the door, and expose the deep sliver of emptiness that I can't seem to fill with the rest of life. Well...that damn gaping hole just brings me to my knees. Augh!
Then I dry my eyes. I catch my breath. And I accept the pain. There's no denying it. I can't push it away. I have to process it and absorb it. Most of the time it's locked quietly behind the door deep behind my masks. Right now, all the lights are on, and I'm faced with that stark, hollow chasm. Yep...there it is. It sucks. lol A deep breath. I can't change the past, and I can't set the future. Here and now is what I have. I remind myself that while I could go out and temporarily distract myself with silliness, that silliness lacks substance and could never fulfill my needs.
So now I turn my back, shut off the lights, and once again lock the door. There's nothing to do but be patient. For more. For something real. For that beautiful, mysterious connection that's so worth the wait.
~DominaKat
Then I dry my eyes. I catch my breath. And I accept the pain. There's no denying it. I can't push it away. I have to process it and absorb it. Most of the time it's locked quietly behind the door deep behind my masks. Right now, all the lights are on, and I'm faced with that stark, hollow chasm. Yep...there it is. It sucks. lol A deep breath. I can't change the past, and I can't set the future. Here and now is what I have. I remind myself that while I could go out and temporarily distract myself with silliness, that silliness lacks substance and could never fulfill my needs.
So now I turn my back, shut off the lights, and once again lock the door. There's nothing to do but be patient. For more. For something real. For that beautiful, mysterious connection that's so worth the wait.
~DominaKat
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Sweet Pet - Part I
Bound.
Helpless.
His sweet pet.
I was allowed no words.
My only direction to accept.
My wrists held tightly to the headboard.
My legs untethered.
Another tease.
Freedom.
Yet none.
His fingers toyed lightly with my nipples.
Only my aching nipples.
A tap.
A touch.
A scrap.
Harder and harder they puckered for him.
Fat meat begging.
So ripe.
He tugged gently at my rings.
First one.
Then the other.
I gasped.
My back arched.
Heat flooded my cunt.
A tap.
A touch.
A scrap.
A lick.
Long and slow.
Hot and wet.
My nipple throbbed.
Until the pain of it.
Made me whimper.
His fingers tightened on one.
As his mouth sucked from the other.
I was coming undone.
The simplest of touches.
So often ignored.
Yet he took me under.
My thighs rubbed together.
Slick with my juice.
He bathed my nipples with his tongue.
And nursed from my heaving breasts.
I basked in his attentions.
A nip.
A bite.
The whip of his wicked tongue.
A rub.
A pinch.
The slap of his firm hand.
I panted.
I groaned.
My words bitten on my tongue.
I begged with my body.
Withering.
Needy.
So close.
I was mindless.
Simply his sweet pet.
To do with as he chose.
To obey his commands.
"Spread your thighs wide."
"I want to watch."
I surrendered to his will.
My tender clit swollen with need.
My pussy drenched in my desperate desire.
Both hands molding my tits.
Forcing me into the bed.
His thumbs flicked the pebbled points.
"Let go sweet pet."
"Show me your waterfall."
His fingers fastened swiftly.
Tightly.
Latching to my rosy points.
The heady pain.
My undoing.
I surrendered.
My long, low growl.
My hips rising off the bed.
My orgasm poured like an arch.
"Fuck yes, Kitten."
He rolled them in his grip.
Another wave ran through me.
A gushing stream from my womb.
He released me.
I caught my breath.
Then his groan filled the room.
The first searing splash to my breast.
My own desire ensnared immediately in his.
I arched to receive his seed.
Another load flung across my chest.
Ripped another orgasm unmercifully from my core.
As his cream branded me.
I was lost.
In the storm he created.
As him milked himself over me.
When his hands cupped my tits.
He massaged his cum into my skin.
And with a whisper, his promise to me.
"We're not done yet, my sweet pet."
~A Naughty Lil Kitten
Helpless.
His sweet pet.
I was allowed no words.
My only direction to accept.
My wrists held tightly to the headboard.
My legs untethered.
Another tease.
Freedom.
Yet none.
His fingers toyed lightly with my nipples.
Only my aching nipples.
A tap.
A touch.
A scrap.
Harder and harder they puckered for him.
Fat meat begging.
So ripe.
He tugged gently at my rings.
First one.
Then the other.
I gasped.
My back arched.
Heat flooded my cunt.
A tap.
A touch.
A scrap.
A lick.
Long and slow.
Hot and wet.
My nipple throbbed.
Until the pain of it.
Made me whimper.
His fingers tightened on one.
As his mouth sucked from the other.
I was coming undone.
The simplest of touches.
So often ignored.
Yet he took me under.
My thighs rubbed together.
Slick with my juice.
He bathed my nipples with his tongue.
And nursed from my heaving breasts.
I basked in his attentions.
A nip.
A bite.
The whip of his wicked tongue.
A rub.
A pinch.
The slap of his firm hand.
I panted.
I groaned.
My words bitten on my tongue.
I begged with my body.
Withering.
Needy.
So close.
I was mindless.
Simply his sweet pet.
To do with as he chose.
To obey his commands.
"Spread your thighs wide."
"I want to watch."
I surrendered to his will.
My tender clit swollen with need.
My pussy drenched in my desperate desire.
Both hands molding my tits.
Forcing me into the bed.
His thumbs flicked the pebbled points.
"Let go sweet pet."
"Show me your waterfall."
His fingers fastened swiftly.
Tightly.
Latching to my rosy points.
The heady pain.
My undoing.
I surrendered.
My long, low growl.
My hips rising off the bed.
My orgasm poured like an arch.
"Fuck yes, Kitten."
He rolled them in his grip.
Another wave ran through me.
A gushing stream from my womb.
He released me.
I caught my breath.
Then his groan filled the room.
The first searing splash to my breast.
My own desire ensnared immediately in his.
I arched to receive his seed.
Another load flung across my chest.
Ripped another orgasm unmercifully from my core.
As his cream branded me.
I was lost.
In the storm he created.
As him milked himself over me.
When his hands cupped my tits.
He massaged his cum into my skin.
And with a whisper, his promise to me.
"We're not done yet, my sweet pet."
~A Naughty Lil Kitten
Monday, January 23, 2012
Which One?
Sometimes a kitten needs a toy to bat around and play with to keep from being bored.
Sometimes she needs a warm lap to curl up in and be stroked until she purrs.
The question is...which one do you want to be?
~DominaKat
Sometimes she needs a warm lap to curl up in and be stroked until she purrs.
The question is...which one do you want to be?
~DominaKat
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
The Elusive Kink Quiz
Finally ran across the silly quiz (or one of them) that everyone posts on their profile. My absolute non-scientific, yet seemly "pretty close the the mark" results...
Switch 96%
Experimental 93%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 82%
Bondage 75%
Masochist 64%
Sadist 54%
Dominant 54%
Degradation Lover 50%
Submissive 46%
Vanilla 18%
If you haven't found it yet either: Go here...
Ciao...
~Kat
Switch 96%
Experimental 93%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 82%
Bondage 75%
Masochist 64%
Sadist 54%
Dominant 54%
Degradation Lover 50%
Submissive 46%
Vanilla 18%
If you haven't found it yet either: Go here...
Ciao...
~Kat
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