Friday, September 2, 2011

Not a Trick Monkey

Sorry...no porn for the horny today.  Maybe tomorrow.  Today you'll have to find someone else to jerk your needy dick or stroke your begging clit to.  

I've chosen an extremely fine line in my journey through the dark.  Well...maybe chosen isn't quite the right word as my disposition doesn't allow me to take any other road.  Oh I've stumbled through the hazards of a couple shortcuts here and there, but I dust myself off and jump right back onto my little tightrope.  The balancing act exhausts and frustrates me at times.  However, no matter what I do, the long road always seems to be the one to suit me best.

Enough of the analogy...

I'm not a trick monkey.  You can't simply take me out whenever you want to play with me and expect me to perform when you snap your fingers.  Really.  That's not me.  For the most part, I'm easy going.  I can go with the flow of things. For the most part, I can work within limitations and boundaries.  I have my own.  For the most part, I have no use for grand tokens or efforts in the dance of seduction.  I prefer to keep things simple, yet meaningful.

But all that doesn't mean you should expect me to jump up and do your favorite little trick whenever you decide you have time or are in the mood for me.

See...there are plenty of slaves out there in the magical world of BDSM.  There are plenty of dommes, switches, subs dying for the chance to act out or be a part of whatever random fantasy playing in your head.  There are plenty of vanilla women out there simply waiting to be fucked, chatted up, paid attention to, or for the chance to pretend.

I'm not any of those.  Go find one the next time your in the mood for a monkey.

A relationship with me comes with a cost.  Respect.  Consideration.  Decency.  The threads that make up my tightrope.  Whether as a domme, a switch, a sub, a lover, a partner, or simply a friend...those three things apply in some way, shape or form without question.

Anything less...I'm simply taking shortcuts down less than rewarding paths that aren't for me.  It would be better for both of us if you simply took someone with lower expectations to use on your journey.

Just don't expect them to be me. lol
~Kat

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